2 Busy with work
2 Tired to write anything
A bit disappointed with progress
Tetapi setidaknya sebentar lagi bulan puasa, yaayyy \(^-^)/
Mudah2an bisa mengisi jiwa yang mulai kekeringan ini :D
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Mimpi Semalam
Udah lama gak mimpi yang aneh-aneh, err lebih tepatnya gak seaneh ini, kalo yang aneh2 dikit sering :P Terakhir kali mimpi aneh banget yah waktu lagi jaman kuliah, waktu sakit berat, mimpi di bujuk2 tiga wanita cantik masuk neraka :)) Untung gak mau, walaupun sedikit tergoda. Pagi harinya setelah sehat, tulis dimilis, dan seangkatan sempet heboh :P
Yang bikin mimpi tadi malam agak-agak aneh, karena terbagi 3 bagian. Mungkin berhubungan dengan kebiasaan tidur gw belakangan ini. Gak pernah bisa tidur pulas, suka terbangun tengah malem, entah karena nyamuk, kepanasan, atau karena emang udah bosen tidur :P (padahal paginya suka ngantuk karena malemnya kurang tidur hehehe)
Bagian pertama gw udah gak inget, bla..bla.. bla.. bla.. sampe kejadian i met this girl, long dark hair, wearing some white dress di sebuah pesta. Kebangun, sempet mondar-mandir, gelisah kepanasan, lupa sempet ganti baju apa engga, akhirnya tertidur kembali.
Now part 2, kembali hadir di sebuah pesta. Ternyata pesta ulang tahun gadis itu. Ada banyak orang, i think her mother was there. Bla.. bla.. bla.. saatnya potong kue. Dan ternyata setelah motong kue, potongan pertama-nya dikasih ke gw. Hehehe seneng juga, tapi sedikit malu karena orang2 di pesta itu, ngeliatin sambil ngeledekin. Bla.. bla.. bla.. beberapa kejadian gak penting. Lalu, terbangun lagi.
Nyamuk sialan! ngambil raket, membunuh beberapa nyamuk. Tetapi satu yang paling nyebelin berhasil melarikan diri. Entah kenapa saat kena raket, gak meledak-ledak seperti nyamuk yang lain. Heran, mungkin nyamuk yang satu itu udah latihan ilmu kanuragan kebal sengatan listrik , walaupun cuma 12 watt :P
Sedikit puas setelah nafsu membunuh berhasil tersalurkan, kembali berbaring dan menutup mata. Mimpi lagi, dan anehnya masih nyambung, padahal gak niat wakakaka. Masih di pesta ulang tahun (gak jelas pesta siapa), ternyata giliran gw untuk ngasih dia kue. Seseorang ngasih gw potongan kue tart untuk dikasih ke dia, tapi gw gak mau (buset jahat banget yah gw :P). Gw masuk ke sebuah ruangan untuk ngambil kue tart buatan gw sendiri (Kapan buatnya!!!). Lalu gw ambil potongan pertama, untuk diberikan untuk gadis bernama Diana itu. Wakaka romantis banget yak gw :)), lucu juga ngeliat si diana tersipu2 malu :P
Yang aneh kok ceritanya nyambung. Walaupun kata-kata para peneliti itu kita cuma bisa mengingat bagian terakhir mimpi kita. Tapi apalah yang kita tahu secara pasti tentang dunia ini, we keep discovering new things everyday. Hal lain yang aneh, gw gak punya temen yang namanya diana :)) darimana nama itu nongol yah??
Sempet melakukan hal yang bodoh karena terlalu it banget :P Googling tentang hal ini dan tanpa hasil wakakaka :P
~I'mInACheeryMoodTodayThanksToTheDream
Yang bikin mimpi tadi malam agak-agak aneh, karena terbagi 3 bagian. Mungkin berhubungan dengan kebiasaan tidur gw belakangan ini. Gak pernah bisa tidur pulas, suka terbangun tengah malem, entah karena nyamuk, kepanasan, atau karena emang udah bosen tidur :P (padahal paginya suka ngantuk karena malemnya kurang tidur hehehe)
Bagian pertama gw udah gak inget, bla..bla.. bla.. bla.. sampe kejadian i met this girl, long dark hair, wearing some white dress di sebuah pesta. Kebangun, sempet mondar-mandir, gelisah kepanasan, lupa sempet ganti baju apa engga, akhirnya tertidur kembali.
Now part 2, kembali hadir di sebuah pesta. Ternyata pesta ulang tahun gadis itu. Ada banyak orang, i think her mother was there. Bla.. bla.. bla.. saatnya potong kue. Dan ternyata setelah motong kue, potongan pertama-nya dikasih ke gw. Hehehe seneng juga, tapi sedikit malu karena orang2 di pesta itu, ngeliatin sambil ngeledekin. Bla.. bla.. bla.. beberapa kejadian gak penting. Lalu, terbangun lagi.
Nyamuk sialan! ngambil raket, membunuh beberapa nyamuk. Tetapi satu yang paling nyebelin berhasil melarikan diri. Entah kenapa saat kena raket, gak meledak-ledak seperti nyamuk yang lain. Heran, mungkin nyamuk yang satu itu udah latihan ilmu kanuragan kebal sengatan listrik , walaupun cuma 12 watt :P
Sedikit puas setelah nafsu membunuh berhasil tersalurkan, kembali berbaring dan menutup mata. Mimpi lagi, dan anehnya masih nyambung, padahal gak niat wakakaka. Masih di pesta ulang tahun (gak jelas pesta siapa), ternyata giliran gw untuk ngasih dia kue. Seseorang ngasih gw potongan kue tart untuk dikasih ke dia, tapi gw gak mau (buset jahat banget yah gw :P). Gw masuk ke sebuah ruangan untuk ngambil kue tart buatan gw sendiri (Kapan buatnya!!!). Lalu gw ambil potongan pertama, untuk diberikan untuk gadis bernama Diana itu. Wakaka romantis banget yak gw :)), lucu juga ngeliat si diana tersipu2 malu :P
Yang aneh kok ceritanya nyambung. Walaupun kata-kata para peneliti itu kita cuma bisa mengingat bagian terakhir mimpi kita. Tapi apalah yang kita tahu secara pasti tentang dunia ini, we keep discovering new things everyday. Hal lain yang aneh, gw gak punya temen yang namanya diana :)) darimana nama itu nongol yah??
Sempet melakukan hal yang bodoh karena terlalu it banget :P Googling tentang hal ini dan tanpa hasil wakakaka :P
~I'mInACheeryMoodTodayThanksToTheDream
Friday, August 1, 2008
1 Year (supposed to be)
If not for a sudden change in my plan. Today i was supposed to be celebrating my one year working on my previous company. I never regretted going there. Make a lot of friends, met chubby monster that gives me a jacket that i still treasure till now :), learn and experience a lot of things. For all its worth, its one of the fun experience of working in my life. Get a weird dream last night as a reminder to write this post :)
So good luck guys, we'll see what will happen one year from now :)
So good luck guys, we'll see what will happen one year from now :)
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
one week later
By friday, i've get a little insight on my new company. Its very different environment compared to my previous work place. Here the people are very mobile and individual, while in my previous wp i'm often stationary and moving in groups with my friend that i met there.
I could understand, since in here, this workplace is not for developer rather for sales and presales. You couldn't tell who will sit next to your box tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Since they always moving, only god and the taxi driver that knows :D
That and the shaky introduction make my adaptation to the new work place a bit hard. There's my peer that helped me, but integrating with the rest of the people wouldn't be an easy task like before. Previously my work place was fill with young people, by young i meant fresh grad or 3-5 years experience after graduating. While here the young people are rare, mostly are old people with 5-15 years in experience. Integrating with the last wp was easy, since we are young we have similar hobby, becoming friends just a matter of days :) and there's also lunch break where we eat together.
In here i don't have that kind of benefit.
Though hard, i realize that i need to make new friends. Since technical skill about this product (that I'm still lacking) is not enough to survive this environment. In other words friends and networking would play vital part in this company. No body to mentor you, to look after you or give you time to blend arround like before, that's the reality.
All of this problem and obstacle made me realize. I didn't make the wrong choice, this is what I'm lacking and in order for me to move forward there's no other way but breaking through the great wall that stood in front of me.
What happened tomorrow we'll never know, but today ... I need to learn this god damn product !!!
:D
I could understand, since in here, this workplace is not for developer rather for sales and presales. You couldn't tell who will sit next to your box tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Since they always moving, only god and the taxi driver that knows :D
That and the shaky introduction make my adaptation to the new work place a bit hard. There's my peer that helped me, but integrating with the rest of the people wouldn't be an easy task like before. Previously my work place was fill with young people, by young i meant fresh grad or 3-5 years experience after graduating. While here the young people are rare, mostly are old people with 5-15 years in experience. Integrating with the last wp was easy, since we are young we have similar hobby, becoming friends just a matter of days :) and there's also lunch break where we eat together.
In here i don't have that kind of benefit.
Though hard, i realize that i need to make new friends. Since technical skill about this product (that I'm still lacking) is not enough to survive this environment. In other words friends and networking would play vital part in this company. No body to mentor you, to look after you or give you time to blend arround like before, that's the reality.
All of this problem and obstacle made me realize. I didn't make the wrong choice, this is what I'm lacking and in order for me to move forward there's no other way but breaking through the great wall that stood in front of me.
What happened tomorrow we'll never know, but today ... I need to learn this god damn product !!!
:D
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
What a first day
Okay2, you remembered that first day ? When you introduced to the culture, showed the company hierarchy, introduced to whole lots of people and having a hard time remembering all of their names.
And then you settle down a bit, trying to absorb and process that huge information while installing your laptop, check your new email account, etc, etc.
Well i just had one of that episode. Except that it had something extra, the indonesian call it 'special, pake telor' :) I found my self going to the client with my peers and join a UAT meeting with the user. Though as an observer only, but talking about hand on experience :P I Haven't completed installing my laptop yet. This gonna be one hell of experience, working in this company.
So this is the corporate life, what an introduction :P
And then you settle down a bit, trying to absorb and process that huge information while installing your laptop, check your new email account, etc, etc.
Well i just had one of that episode. Except that it had something extra, the indonesian call it 'special, pake telor' :) I found my self going to the client with my peers and join a UAT meeting with the user. Though as an observer only, but talking about hand on experience :P I Haven't completed installing my laptop yet. This gonna be one hell of experience, working in this company.
So this is the corporate life, what an introduction :P
Monday, July 21, 2008
Jobless
Yup, the one day that I'm without a job. I forgot how good to sit around all day doing nothing. Watching a marathon of series for 12 hours. Didn't sleep till morning, waking up in the middle of the day. Damn i want more! a week or maybe a month ! I Wonder when I'll get such a vacation. But one day is all i got, i take what i can get :)
On the other hand, talking about job. Men are selfish! even when they got a job that pays well, got good environment, lots of friend. But they would leave it for a dream. And some men even leave everything for a chance to fulfilling their dream. And no doubt that I'm a Man :D
So here's to a new tomorrow, i hope it will get me one step closer to my dream :)
Cheers
On the other hand, talking about job. Men are selfish! even when they got a job that pays well, got good environment, lots of friend. But they would leave it for a dream. And some men even leave everything for a chance to fulfilling their dream. And no doubt that I'm a Man :D
So here's to a new tomorrow, i hope it will get me one step closer to my dream :)
Cheers
I'm gonna miss that joker.
Last friday, july 18. Was my last day at the office. After a salvo of sandwich and KFC whole bucket chicken. We hit the cinema's as a closing to my farewell night. Its the dark knight premier :D
I'm not a DC or Marvel fan boy. But i know that the last couple of years, DC movie adaption has been owned by Marvel. XMen, Spiderman, and the last was Ironman. While DC fan only got Batman, since that super sucky return of Superman.
Batman Begin was good, everyone acknowledge christian bale superb acting and dedication. But it lacked something, someone to be exact. Someone that can be compared to Christian bale. And tonight is the premiere appearance of that person, The Joker.
Coming to the batman franchise Heath ledger has been under pressure by critics and Batman fan. That he wouldn't lived up to Jack Nicholson Joker. Well i guess its very hard to be compared to someone as good as him. All of that expectation riding on your shoulder, i know i would never take it, not even 10 percent of it :) I wonder how he would done it.
With all of that hype, tonight, as i watch the movie. I know that he didn't succumb to the pressure. I watch how he brought his own Joker, a very different one. Schizophrenic psychopathic less mocking but more brutal Joker. I see that he put all of his acting to that character. Every detail, the voice, the licking tongue, the unfocused wild eyes, all of it as if I'm watching a real psychopath. And through out the movie i fell in love with that character. A worthy enemy, that can balance Christian bale acting finally here.
And with superb story line and script, all of the line didn't sound corny at all. Making the movie complete, even better than spiderman 2. To compare it with current box office number 1, Hancock loneliness, doesn't' even compare with the dark knight sacrifice.
As the movie draw to the end. I felt that I'm gonna miss that joker. 'Cause we can only watch his acting as the joker in this movie. As the night end, I'm saying goodbye to this joker that i just knew and adore. Just like i'm saying goodbye to this company that i enjoyed for the past year.
So, Goodbye.
I'm not a DC or Marvel fan boy. But i know that the last couple of years, DC movie adaption has been owned by Marvel. XMen, Spiderman, and the last was Ironman. While DC fan only got Batman, since that super sucky return of Superman.
Batman Begin was good, everyone acknowledge christian bale superb acting and dedication. But it lacked something, someone to be exact. Someone that can be compared to Christian bale. And tonight is the premiere appearance of that person, The Joker.
Coming to the batman franchise Heath ledger has been under pressure by critics and Batman fan. That he wouldn't lived up to Jack Nicholson Joker. Well i guess its very hard to be compared to someone as good as him. All of that expectation riding on your shoulder, i know i would never take it, not even 10 percent of it :) I wonder how he would done it.
With all of that hype, tonight, as i watch the movie. I know that he didn't succumb to the pressure. I watch how he brought his own Joker, a very different one. Schizophrenic psychopathic less mocking but more brutal Joker. I see that he put all of his acting to that character. Every detail, the voice, the licking tongue, the unfocused wild eyes, all of it as if I'm watching a real psychopath. And through out the movie i fell in love with that character. A worthy enemy, that can balance Christian bale acting finally here.
And with superb story line and script, all of the line didn't sound corny at all. Making the movie complete, even better than spiderman 2. To compare it with current box office number 1, Hancock loneliness, doesn't' even compare with the dark knight sacrifice.
As the movie draw to the end. I felt that I'm gonna miss that joker. 'Cause we can only watch his acting as the joker in this movie. As the night end, I'm saying goodbye to this joker that i just knew and adore. Just like i'm saying goodbye to this company that i enjoyed for the past year.
So, Goodbye.
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