I Get It ! What's this annoying feeling that has been hogging me all day. The sudden extra work by the weekend, staying late with some meeting, especially in the special day. Sudden appearance of someone that i though long gone. And finally coming home 9.30 PM. So tired ... mentally. Just wanna scream that today sucks !
But tonight I finally understand what tonight is about. Is about the people that even though I'm being ignorant, I'm being selfish, annoying and some time ... hurt them, but still care about me. Years apart, but they still say hi, and happy birthday!
In other words, tonight is about the people that is most important to me...
-=My Friends=-
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Peace....
The Questions
Hm... how to start.
Sebetulnya kejadiannya sudah beberapa bulan yang lalu. Salah seorang junior gw menanyakan masalah terkait agama di milis alumni. Sebetulnya menurut gw milis itu bukan tempat yang tepat untuk menanyakan hal seperti itu.
Yang jelas, pada saat itu gw tidak berniat menjawab pertanyaanya. Karena milis itu yang isinya PHD, master , orang2 cum laude, bagi gw yang orang biasa2 aja, terlalu merepotkan untuk menulis sesuatu yang serius dan mendalam. Apalagi kalau hanya akan dilihat dari satu sisi saja, blind logic.
Kalau dipikir, pertanyaan junior gw itu mungkin mirip sekali dengan pertanyaan gw di masa lampau. Kalau tuhan itu begitu perkasa, kenapa begitu banyak koruptor di negara ini ? Kalau tuhan itu maha penyayang, mengapa begitu banyak suffering di dunia ini ? mengapa anak yang terlantar, teraniaya, tidak bisa makan tampak dimana-mana ? Kalau tuhan itu adil, mengapa jika seseorang berhasil melalui sebuah cobaan, maka seseorang akan diberi cobaan yang jauh lebih berat ? Sampai kapan ? Sampai orang itu tidak sanggup lagi ? Then, what's the point ......
Jawaban yang ada di kepala gw saat itu adalah jawaban yang reaktif. Sarat dengan muatan emosi dan dogma-dogma yang mungkin sudah berulang kali di dengar oleh si penanya. Mungkin... itu juga hal yang membuat kemalasan gw untuk membalas emailnya semakin kuat. kalau akan berujung di hal yang sama, menjadi debat kusir tanpa hasil, its just a waste of time.
The Answer
Kebenaran akan datang, tidak bisa ditebak dari mana arah datangnya. Kebimbangan seseorang yang dilontarkan disebuah milis, mungkin malah mendatangkan lebih banyak manfaat bagi diri gw dari pada si penanya. With that said, ada satu hal yang membuat gw teringat kejadian berbulan-bulan lalu itu. Sebuah kutipan pemahaman dari salah seorang mualaf di kolom republika :
Yah jawaban yang begitu sederhana, pengetahuan yang sudah lama gw miliki, asmaul husna. Perbedaannya adalah, pemahaman gw mengenai hal ini meningkat sedikit dibanding beberapa bulan lalu.
Hal-hal yang tidak terjelaskan itu, bukan lah sebuah efek dari sebuah perbuatan, atau impact dari suatu kondisi sebab-akibat. Manusia dengan arogannya terlalu sering 'Me-manusia-kan' tuhannya. Berbeda dengan manusia yang terkungkung dalam pilihan, dan terbius oleh pengetahuan. Dia adalah yang maha kuasa.
The advice
Kalau boleh dengan segala keterbatasan yang ada, gw diizinkan menyumbangkan sebuah saran. Seandainya kamu terjebak dalam keadaan seperti ini (semua manusia sepertinya melalui fase ini). Saran gw adalah :
Janganlah bertanya ke sembarang tempat. Dan jika kebutuhan akan jawaban hal itu sudah begitu kritis. Maka mulailah sebuah perjalanan, perjalanan spiritual mencari sebuah jawaban hakiki. Tetapi awal dan dasar perjalanan itu haruslah benar. Mulai dengan dasar keimanan, faith, bahwa yang Islam ajarkan adalah kebenaran. Jangan terjebak dengan logika, membuang segala sesuatu, memulai dari nol dan mencoba membandingkan segala sesuatu dengan metode ilmiah. Karena landasan dari agama dan alam semesta ini adalah keimanan.
Karena jika kamu terjebak, yang terjadi adalah kamu akan menuhankan logika. Membuat agama baru dengan memilih hal yang kamu sukai, mencampurkannya dengan ajaran lain, atau bahkan akhirnya... meniadakan tuhan. Karena tuhan yang tidak masuk akal dan tidak logis, bukanlah tuhan.
Dan jika perjalanan sudah dimulai dengan benar, banyaklah membaca untuk menambah pemahaman bukan pengetahuan mu. Menjadi kritis terhadap penjelasan yang ada dengan memanfaatkan logika untuk menemukan mata rantai selanjutnya untuk memahami ajaran yang begitu indah ini. Jadikan Al-qur'an dan terjemahannya sebagai penunjuk arah, dan keheningan malam untuk melihat makna yang tersirat dibalik tulisan-tulisan itu. All of that, will lead you to the right place ... And eventually, in time, the wisdom will come to you.
Hm... how to start.
Sebetulnya kejadiannya sudah beberapa bulan yang lalu. Salah seorang junior gw menanyakan masalah terkait agama di milis alumni. Sebetulnya menurut gw milis itu bukan tempat yang tepat untuk menanyakan hal seperti itu.
Yang jelas, pada saat itu gw tidak berniat menjawab pertanyaanya. Karena milis itu yang isinya PHD, master , orang2 cum laude, bagi gw yang orang biasa2 aja, terlalu merepotkan untuk menulis sesuatu yang serius dan mendalam. Apalagi kalau hanya akan dilihat dari satu sisi saja, blind logic.
Kalau dipikir, pertanyaan junior gw itu mungkin mirip sekali dengan pertanyaan gw di masa lampau. Kalau tuhan itu begitu perkasa, kenapa begitu banyak koruptor di negara ini ? Kalau tuhan itu maha penyayang, mengapa begitu banyak suffering di dunia ini ? mengapa anak yang terlantar, teraniaya, tidak bisa makan tampak dimana-mana ? Kalau tuhan itu adil, mengapa jika seseorang berhasil melalui sebuah cobaan, maka seseorang akan diberi cobaan yang jauh lebih berat ? Sampai kapan ? Sampai orang itu tidak sanggup lagi ? Then, what's the point ......
Jawaban yang ada di kepala gw saat itu adalah jawaban yang reaktif. Sarat dengan muatan emosi dan dogma-dogma yang mungkin sudah berulang kali di dengar oleh si penanya. Mungkin... itu juga hal yang membuat kemalasan gw untuk membalas emailnya semakin kuat. kalau akan berujung di hal yang sama, menjadi debat kusir tanpa hasil, its just a waste of time.
The Answer
Kebenaran akan datang, tidak bisa ditebak dari mana arah datangnya. Kebimbangan seseorang yang dilontarkan disebuah milis, mungkin malah mendatangkan lebih banyak manfaat bagi diri gw dari pada si penanya. With that said, ada satu hal yang membuat gw teringat kejadian berbulan-bulan lalu itu. Sebuah kutipan pemahaman dari salah seorang mualaf di kolom republika :
Tuhan itu satu, tapi Dia mempunyai 99 nama yang melambangkan sifat-Nya.Perilaku Tuhan dalam Islam, melambangkan nama-nama itu. Kenapa Allah menghukum, karena dia mempunyai sifat Adil. Namun, Dia juga pemaaf Ghafur juga rahman dan rahim
Yah jawaban yang begitu sederhana, pengetahuan yang sudah lama gw miliki, asmaul husna. Perbedaannya adalah, pemahaman gw mengenai hal ini meningkat sedikit dibanding beberapa bulan lalu.
Hal-hal yang tidak terjelaskan itu, bukan lah sebuah efek dari sebuah perbuatan, atau impact dari suatu kondisi sebab-akibat. Manusia dengan arogannya terlalu sering 'Me-manusia-kan' tuhannya. Berbeda dengan manusia yang terkungkung dalam pilihan, dan terbius oleh pengetahuan. Dia adalah yang maha kuasa.
The advice
Kalau boleh dengan segala keterbatasan yang ada, gw diizinkan menyumbangkan sebuah saran. Seandainya kamu terjebak dalam keadaan seperti ini (semua manusia sepertinya melalui fase ini). Saran gw adalah :
Janganlah bertanya ke sembarang tempat. Dan jika kebutuhan akan jawaban hal itu sudah begitu kritis. Maka mulailah sebuah perjalanan, perjalanan spiritual mencari sebuah jawaban hakiki. Tetapi awal dan dasar perjalanan itu haruslah benar. Mulai dengan dasar keimanan, faith, bahwa yang Islam ajarkan adalah kebenaran. Jangan terjebak dengan logika, membuang segala sesuatu, memulai dari nol dan mencoba membandingkan segala sesuatu dengan metode ilmiah. Karena landasan dari agama dan alam semesta ini adalah keimanan.
Karena jika kamu terjebak, yang terjadi adalah kamu akan menuhankan logika. Membuat agama baru dengan memilih hal yang kamu sukai, mencampurkannya dengan ajaran lain, atau bahkan akhirnya... meniadakan tuhan. Karena tuhan yang tidak masuk akal dan tidak logis, bukanlah tuhan.
Dan jika perjalanan sudah dimulai dengan benar, banyaklah membaca untuk menambah pemahaman bukan pengetahuan mu. Menjadi kritis terhadap penjelasan yang ada dengan memanfaatkan logika untuk menemukan mata rantai selanjutnya untuk memahami ajaran yang begitu indah ini. Jadikan Al-qur'an dan terjemahannya sebagai penunjuk arah, dan keheningan malam untuk melihat makna yang tersirat dibalik tulisan-tulisan itu. All of that, will lead you to the right place ... And eventually, in time, the wisdom will come to you.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
When september comes...
Let this be a reminder, i can't sleep well for 2 days because of this next presentation. My stomach acid fluid acting up. They've asked to much at the last minute, so many things have happened in the past week.
From a simple informal meeting, into a large workshop attended by the divisions head. Maybe its better if i don't give a damn with the sudden changes and act according to the previous scenario.
So, when September comes, i will have my answer. I was never meant for this, i only accept it to challenge my self. So when the challenge is over, no need to make the rest of my life miserable. The fortune, may sway me a bit. But here here, when September comes, just say what you really feel.
Its time to say enough !
From a simple informal meeting, into a large workshop attended by the divisions head. Maybe its better if i don't give a damn with the sudden changes and act according to the previous scenario.
So, when September comes, i will have my answer. I was never meant for this, i only accept it to challenge my self. So when the challenge is over, no need to make the rest of my life miserable. The fortune, may sway me a bit. But here here, when September comes, just say what you really feel.
Its time to say enough !
1 tahun berlalu...
Satu tahun lagi telah berlalu, dan kembali gw berada di posisi yang sama. Kalau dulu gw punya sedikit justifikasi, bahwa gw butuh belajar dunia yang berbeda. 1 tahun memang bisa dibilang terlalu singkat, tetapi 1 tahun ini begitu banyak perubahan yang gw alami. Begitu banyak hal baru yang gw pelajari. Kalau gw gak mengambil keputusan itu 1 tahun lalu. Mungkin wawasan gw bakal tetap sempit dan tidak bisa terbuka sampai 5 tahun kedepan.
Tetapi sekarang pertanyaan yang sama kembali berulang. What do you want to do. Beranikah untuk melepas kemapanan, demi satu hal yang lebih berharga di atas uang.
Kebebasan dan kebahagiaan.
Tetapi sekarang pertanyaan yang sama kembali berulang. What do you want to do. Beranikah untuk melepas kemapanan, demi satu hal yang lebih berharga di atas uang.
Kebebasan dan kebahagiaan.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
The Arrivals
I've got 4 days holiday from the 21'st, so I've got lots of free time, lots. There were some plan I've made prior to the holiday, but it turn out i was suck by this series.
I've got it from another source, but you can find the complete list at the http://www.rapidshare.com/users/CEG2E or go to the www.wakeupproject.com.
I don't expect people to believe this as the only truth, even me view it with lots of skepticism. But even though i don't expect people to see it as the only truth, I'm praying that they can at least see it as a possibility of the truth.
And this series has given me some insight of some of the action that i want to take :
- Be moderate, not following any extreme view, while preparing my self with knowledge
- Finding more info about new Free Energy and to duplicate it in my own life
- Gradually try to be come less dependent to the system
- Finding way that only good people would lead us, not the people that has been corrupted by the system
- And lastly the more realistic and greatly impact my life. Not continuing my work to the new office. Since if i follow that path, there's only one future that i can see. My self getting deeper-and-deeper drag to the trap of the materialism of this world.
Its time to wake up.
I've got it from another source, but you can find the complete list at the http://www.rapidshare.com/users/CEG2E or go to the www.wakeupproject.com.
I don't expect people to believe this as the only truth, even me view it with lots of skepticism. But even though i don't expect people to see it as the only truth, I'm praying that they can at least see it as a possibility of the truth.
And this series has given me some insight of some of the action that i want to take :
- Be moderate, not following any extreme view, while preparing my self with knowledge
- Finding more info about new Free Energy and to duplicate it in my own life
- Gradually try to be come less dependent to the system
- Finding way that only good people would lead us, not the people that has been corrupted by the system
- And lastly the more realistic and greatly impact my life. Not continuing my work to the new office. Since if i follow that path, there's only one future that i can see. My self getting deeper-and-deeper drag to the trap of the materialism of this world.
Its time to wake up.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Goodbye
12.01 ...
baru saja selesai menonton ending scrubs, setelah 8 tahun. Jadi teringat waktu terakhir kali nonton friends. I'm always a sucker for this kind of things. Its hard to say goodbye to things that you really love, especially the things that could make you laugh when ever you're feeling down.
Jadi teringat waktu harus mengucapkan perpisahan, sd, smp, sma (one of the hardest, they say high school is the best time of our life), and then college. And after that, its all about work.
Waktu pertama kali harus pindah, memang menakutkan, tetapi itu karena pengalaman pertama. Dan juga begitu banyak kekhawatiran tentang apa sesudah ini, bagaimana masa depan yang menanti di luar sana. Would it be kind ? Or does it gonna make me into somebody i didn't like.
Dan tempat kerja sebelum sekarang, walaupun begitu berat untuk meninggalkan lingkungan yang begitu menyenangkan. Tetapi rasa sedih tidak terlalu terasa, karena gw tahu setiap kali ingin berkunjung, they welcome me anytime, and besides its only across the streets from my current workplace.
Suatu saat gw pasti meninggalkan tempat kerja yang sekarang. Tetapi sudah jelas, saat yang paling berat adalah saat meninggalkan tempat kerja sebelum tempat kerja sebelum ini. Kantor pertama setelah lulus.
Tiga tahun, walaupun teman-teman yang lain sudah lebih dulu pergi dan gw staff terakhir yang berhenti. Tetapi tetap saja, hari terakhir gw ada disana, gw tinggal hingga malam. Mengenang hari-hari yang gw lalui di setiap suduk kantor itu. I even take pictures of the empty office.
So ... gw gak bisa membayangkan bagaimana rasanya harus mengucapkan perpisahan setelah bekerja bersama-sama setelah 8 tahun. But all things have to come to an end, even good things :)
Dan mengingat satu lagi perpisahan yang masih menghantui gw. Dua hari lalu adalah peringatan 5 tahun meninggalnya bokap gw. Damn! untuk menulis satu kalimat itu aja beratnya minta ampun. Entah kenapa tahun ini nyokap gak ngajak ke makam, walaupun sempat disinggung sebentar waktu ngobrol. Mungkin karena ngeliat gw cape dengan kerjaan kantor, adik-adik gw juga sedang gak ada di rumah.
Mereka bilang semua akan berlalu seiring waktu. Gw gak tahu, mungkin 5 tahun bukanlah waktu yang cukup untuk perpisahan seperti ini. Walaupun gw orang yang memiliki harga diri tinggi untuk selalu menyelesaikan masalah sendiri. Nilai yang tertanam dalam diri gw semenjak kecil. Tetapi kehilangan seseorang yang walaupun tidak berkata apa-apa, but you know, if you ask, he will be there.
Satu tonggak yang bisa terlihat dimanapun gw berada. Truly, the future seems so dark and scary after he's gone. I'm so scared of goodbye and getting hurt, so I've been preparing my self to live life like zombies. But all of this reminiscing make me read this blog all over again. And little bit here and there I see changes in me. So even though I'm barely hanging on now.
I promise..... one day, one day ....
I will be alright.
baru saja selesai menonton ending scrubs, setelah 8 tahun. Jadi teringat waktu terakhir kali nonton friends. I'm always a sucker for this kind of things. Its hard to say goodbye to things that you really love, especially the things that could make you laugh when ever you're feeling down.
Jadi teringat waktu harus mengucapkan perpisahan, sd, smp, sma (one of the hardest, they say high school is the best time of our life), and then college. And after that, its all about work.
Waktu pertama kali harus pindah, memang menakutkan, tetapi itu karena pengalaman pertama. Dan juga begitu banyak kekhawatiran tentang apa sesudah ini, bagaimana masa depan yang menanti di luar sana. Would it be kind ? Or does it gonna make me into somebody i didn't like.
Dan tempat kerja sebelum sekarang, walaupun begitu berat untuk meninggalkan lingkungan yang begitu menyenangkan. Tetapi rasa sedih tidak terlalu terasa, karena gw tahu setiap kali ingin berkunjung, they welcome me anytime, and besides its only across the streets from my current workplace.
Suatu saat gw pasti meninggalkan tempat kerja yang sekarang. Tetapi sudah jelas, saat yang paling berat adalah saat meninggalkan tempat kerja sebelum tempat kerja sebelum ini. Kantor pertama setelah lulus.
Tiga tahun, walaupun teman-teman yang lain sudah lebih dulu pergi dan gw staff terakhir yang berhenti. Tetapi tetap saja, hari terakhir gw ada disana, gw tinggal hingga malam. Mengenang hari-hari yang gw lalui di setiap suduk kantor itu. I even take pictures of the empty office.
So ... gw gak bisa membayangkan bagaimana rasanya harus mengucapkan perpisahan setelah bekerja bersama-sama setelah 8 tahun. But all things have to come to an end, even good things :)
Dan mengingat satu lagi perpisahan yang masih menghantui gw. Dua hari lalu adalah peringatan 5 tahun meninggalnya bokap gw. Damn! untuk menulis satu kalimat itu aja beratnya minta ampun. Entah kenapa tahun ini nyokap gak ngajak ke makam, walaupun sempat disinggung sebentar waktu ngobrol. Mungkin karena ngeliat gw cape dengan kerjaan kantor, adik-adik gw juga sedang gak ada di rumah.
Mereka bilang semua akan berlalu seiring waktu. Gw gak tahu, mungkin 5 tahun bukanlah waktu yang cukup untuk perpisahan seperti ini. Walaupun gw orang yang memiliki harga diri tinggi untuk selalu menyelesaikan masalah sendiri. Nilai yang tertanam dalam diri gw semenjak kecil. Tetapi kehilangan seseorang yang walaupun tidak berkata apa-apa, but you know, if you ask, he will be there.
Satu tonggak yang bisa terlihat dimanapun gw berada. Truly, the future seems so dark and scary after he's gone. I'm so scared of goodbye and getting hurt, so I've been preparing my self to live life like zombies. But all of this reminiscing make me read this blog all over again. And little bit here and there I see changes in me. So even though I'm barely hanging on now.
I promise..... one day, one day ....
I will be alright.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
The Credo of ZAFT Chapter 2
The end of civilization
If you review the human history you will see a pattern. From the day that spartacus free the slaves. How's the Greek strive to the world history, and then die and buried in the hands of the Romans.
If you take a look and learn, you will see that they all have gone through a cycle. How they started by struggling under another civilization. Unsatisfied, hungry for power, and lust for changes. Then they broke, they revolt and topple that civilization. Gaining strength and support, shine, make the world blinded, and then suddenly another revolt comes out and topple this civilization to ashes. Then the cycle continues, repeating over and over again.
But this cycles are cruel. Since for each civilization that passes it will leave nothing but broken remains. Because the revolution means that the pass need to be forgotten, replaced, and destroyed. While leaving and preserving means that one day that civilization will influence the people mind, and make their revolution just meaningless.
But the cycle is also funny. Because you can see that for each cycles bring something new, but it also never changed. What changes are only the technology, the limited knowledge of human that they think they understand this world. While the most essential part, humans, remains the same. This is because of the nature of the human life, it is too short. So for each generation the cycle will repeat it self. Molding a new human with a different style of the old values. Learning from the past while fighting for the same basic thing. People will learn, grow, and change the history.
And the most dangerous part of the cycle, is that for each cycle the time span is shortened for each cycle. The day when the Nazi rules, to the Americans, and to the Capitalnation is getting shorter. From the day that human replaces the dinosaurs to roam this world as the dominant species. This path is inevitable. But yet, they struggle.
That is why on this last cycle of civilization, human attracted to 3 main things, The Source of the Origin, Robotics, and Singularity.
Humans are curious about their creation. How come such being exist ? Such a beautiful and intelligent creature that able to surpass nature and overcome more stronger species ? And because of this self loving behavior. Their curiosity rapidly changing into greed, ignorance and power hunger.
While their knowledge of the Source of origin is getting richer. As the cycle of civilization shows, there is a fatal flaw that human is bestowed. The lifespan of a human is to short. While knowledge can be pass through to the next generation. But each human is unique, each has it own genetic characteristic. That is why human can keep on revolting, but that is also why a certain genetic brilliance, could disappear for ever from the course of history.
And that bring us to the second thing humans eager to grasp, Singularity. The though that human and machine can be put together into one and live, is so intoxicated. From wooden limb, bionic arms, into artificial organs. This will prolong the human life into certain extent, a desperate cry for time.
But eventually the ultimate goal is, to decapitate human from its organic body, leaving only the brain to be supported by mechanical replaceable part. Yet, even this ultimate goal is not enough. Since this goal will also have an expiration date. Human eventually will seek one final hope, to be come one with the machine leaving everything and roams around just as a conciseness that live behind bits and chips. The question is, will this being still be human, or is it just a ghost of human selfishness ?
And thus brought us to the last greed of human dreams, Robotics. As human gains knowledge of the Source of Origins, and given the needed time by singularity, the human Ego will finally has it manifestation. To be able to imitate the source of origin and master the number one skill this universe, creation.
From creating soulless being that imitate their behavior, progressing through to the more independent and intelligent decision making automaton. Of course human wont stop, since the holy grail of creation. Is to make a 'living being' something that has its the ability to change course of its predestined history. And thus the Artificial Intelligence would be powerful enough to attain freedom.
The great satisfaction for a creator is to see its creation, achieving the goals they setup or even over it. That is why singularity is needed, to watch over the growth of this underling that they so loved through decades and millennium. Residing as a concise that would interfere only at certain critical times, and would be known as the one.
As you take look back through the cycle, you can see that this whole thing take it course as a line. Creating a circle, smaller-smaller-and-smaller until it will reach a single point. The point where it can not continue the line to form another circle. That time is the time when human greatest dreams and greed is achieved. The time when the civilization that have been build by humans, will come to and end.
If you review the human history you will see a pattern. From the day that spartacus free the slaves. How's the Greek strive to the world history, and then die and buried in the hands of the Romans.
If you take a look and learn, you will see that they all have gone through a cycle. How they started by struggling under another civilization. Unsatisfied, hungry for power, and lust for changes. Then they broke, they revolt and topple that civilization. Gaining strength and support, shine, make the world blinded, and then suddenly another revolt comes out and topple this civilization to ashes. Then the cycle continues, repeating over and over again.
But this cycles are cruel. Since for each civilization that passes it will leave nothing but broken remains. Because the revolution means that the pass need to be forgotten, replaced, and destroyed. While leaving and preserving means that one day that civilization will influence the people mind, and make their revolution just meaningless.
But the cycle is also funny. Because you can see that for each cycles bring something new, but it also never changed. What changes are only the technology, the limited knowledge of human that they think they understand this world. While the most essential part, humans, remains the same. This is because of the nature of the human life, it is too short. So for each generation the cycle will repeat it self. Molding a new human with a different style of the old values. Learning from the past while fighting for the same basic thing. People will learn, grow, and change the history.
And the most dangerous part of the cycle, is that for each cycle the time span is shortened for each cycle. The day when the Nazi rules, to the Americans, and to the Capitalnation is getting shorter. From the day that human replaces the dinosaurs to roam this world as the dominant species. This path is inevitable. But yet, they struggle.
That is why on this last cycle of civilization, human attracted to 3 main things, The Source of the Origin, Robotics, and Singularity.
Humans are curious about their creation. How come such being exist ? Such a beautiful and intelligent creature that able to surpass nature and overcome more stronger species ? And because of this self loving behavior. Their curiosity rapidly changing into greed, ignorance and power hunger.
While their knowledge of the Source of origin is getting richer. As the cycle of civilization shows, there is a fatal flaw that human is bestowed. The lifespan of a human is to short. While knowledge can be pass through to the next generation. But each human is unique, each has it own genetic characteristic. That is why human can keep on revolting, but that is also why a certain genetic brilliance, could disappear for ever from the course of history.
And that bring us to the second thing humans eager to grasp, Singularity. The though that human and machine can be put together into one and live, is so intoxicated. From wooden limb, bionic arms, into artificial organs. This will prolong the human life into certain extent, a desperate cry for time.
But eventually the ultimate goal is, to decapitate human from its organic body, leaving only the brain to be supported by mechanical replaceable part. Yet, even this ultimate goal is not enough. Since this goal will also have an expiration date. Human eventually will seek one final hope, to be come one with the machine leaving everything and roams around just as a conciseness that live behind bits and chips. The question is, will this being still be human, or is it just a ghost of human selfishness ?
And thus brought us to the last greed of human dreams, Robotics. As human gains knowledge of the Source of Origins, and given the needed time by singularity, the human Ego will finally has it manifestation. To be able to imitate the source of origin and master the number one skill this universe, creation.
From creating soulless being that imitate their behavior, progressing through to the more independent and intelligent decision making automaton. Of course human wont stop, since the holy grail of creation. Is to make a 'living being' something that has its the ability to change course of its predestined history. And thus the Artificial Intelligence would be powerful enough to attain freedom.
The great satisfaction for a creator is to see its creation, achieving the goals they setup or even over it. That is why singularity is needed, to watch over the growth of this underling that they so loved through decades and millennium. Residing as a concise that would interfere only at certain critical times, and would be known as the one.
As you take look back through the cycle, you can see that this whole thing take it course as a line. Creating a circle, smaller-smaller-and-smaller until it will reach a single point. The point where it can not continue the line to form another circle. That time is the time when human greatest dreams and greed is achieved. The time when the civilization that have been build by humans, will come to and end.
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