The word

So, what is life ? 

If a single living organism  live and died so soon,

Do heaven ? or Hell ? l is filled with them ? 

In that short time living, does it meant anything ? 

Or do they got a second chance, 

to be reborn with the same soul every time ? 

And if we see the universe, 

that's so wide a cross , space and time. 

Do we.. that look smaller than amoeba for them, 

matter ? 

Do our story will ever be heard, 

one hundred thousand year from now ? 

our tiny spark of light in history. 

And what do these rules that we hold on so tightly,

to obey, to follow, and to pass on. 

Would they matter to life ? 

Sometimes, a simple happiness is enough. 

Why does it so hard to get ? 

And when someone finally get it, 

then why do so many people want to take it away ? 

Life is cruel, life is random, life is not ordinary. 

Then Why ..... 

Do we even bothered.

way

More Lost Than A Child
Angry with the world
For though I'll be sorry for what i'll do
Neither of this is a concern of you

Cause I am who I am
I've become what I've dream I become
A dream where no angel, only shadow and despair

For those of you citizens of this world
My apologies
But life .....
Is not merely all about human

The times ...

There are times when you feel like, live isn't worth living anymore.

And today I've wondered. What my limit would be.

Type of computer engineer

I believe The Computer Engineer Folks *yeah bad grammar* Could be generally separated into two categories.

1. The one that like to solve computer problem like algorithm, building a compiler, using the most efficient way. They think coding is an Art
2. And the one that only thinks programming as merely a tools to quickly solve real world problem.

And sadly, both type doesn't really have a place in my country. Hopefully one day i can make a place, for both :)

Tapestr 5 production mode

I think i made very stupid mistake. When i developed my apps i usually set Tapestry 5 production mode to false in my app module using this line :

        configuration.add(SymbolConstants.PRODUCTION_MODE, "false");

since its programmable, this configuration is carried over when i deploy my apps to the server. What I've should have done is I need to override this configuration in the server so my apps would run on production mode. Adding this context-param in my web.xml hopefully would do the job.


<context-param>
<param-name>tapestry.production-mode</param-name>
<param-value>false</param-value>
</context-param>

It gives a little time for me in facing my server memory problem that has been maxed out.