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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

The Credo of ZAFT Chapter 2

The end of civilization

If you review the human history you will see a pattern. From the day that spartacus free the slaves. How's the Greek strive to the world history, and then die and buried in the hands of the Romans.

If you take a look and learn, you will see that they all have gone through a cycle. How they started by struggling under another civilization. Unsatisfied, hungry for power, and lust for changes. Then they broke, they revolt and topple that civilization. Gaining strength and support, shine, make the world blinded, and then suddenly another revolt comes out and topple this civilization to ashes. Then the cycle continues, repeating over and over again.

But this cycles are cruel. Since for each civilization that passes it will leave nothing but broken remains. Because the revolution means that the pass need to be forgotten, replaced, and destroyed. While leaving and preserving means that one day that civilization will influence the people mind, and make their revolution just meaningless.

But the cycle is also funny. Because you can see that for each cycles bring something new, but it also never changed. What changes are only the technology, the limited knowledge of human that they think they understand this world. While the most essential part, humans, remains the same. This is because of the nature of the human life, it is too short. So for each generation the cycle will repeat it self. Molding a new human with a different style of the old values. Learning from the past while fighting for the same basic thing. People will learn, grow, and change the history.

And the most dangerous part of the cycle, is that for each cycle the time span is shortened for each cycle. The day when the Nazi rules, to the Americans, and to the Capitalnation is getting shorter. From the day that human replaces the dinosaurs to roam this world as the dominant species. This path is inevitable. But yet, they struggle.

That is why on this last cycle of civilization, human attracted to 3 main things, The Source of the Origin, Robotics, and Singularity.

Humans are curious about their creation. How come such being exist ? Such a beautiful and intelligent creature that able to surpass nature and overcome more stronger species ? And because of this self loving behavior. Their curiosity rapidly changing into greed, ignorance and power hunger.

While their knowledge of the Source of origin is getting richer. As the cycle of civilization shows, there is a fatal flaw that human is bestowed. The lifespan of a human is to short. While knowledge can be pass through to the next generation. But each human is unique, each has it own genetic characteristic. That is why human can keep on revolting, but that is also why a certain genetic brilliance, could disappear for ever from the course of history.

And that bring us to the second thing humans eager to grasp, Singularity. The though that human and machine can be put together into one and live, is so intoxicated. From wooden limb, bionic arms, into artificial organs. This will prolong the human life into certain extent, a desperate cry for time.

But eventually the ultimate goal is, to decapitate human from its organic body, leaving only the brain to be supported by mechanical replaceable part. Yet, even this ultimate goal is not enough. Since this goal will also have an expiration date. Human eventually will seek one final hope, to be come one with the machine leaving everything and roams around just as a conciseness that live behind bits and chips. The question is, will this being still be human, or is it just a ghost of human selfishness ?

And thus brought us to the last greed of human dreams, Robotics. As human gains knowledge of the Source of Origins, and given the needed time by singularity, the human Ego will finally has it manifestation. To be able to imitate the source of origin and master the number one skill this universe, creation.

From creating soulless being that imitate their behavior, progressing through to the more independent and intelligent decision making automaton. Of course human wont stop, since the holy grail of creation. Is to make a 'living being' something that has its the ability to change course of its predestined history. And thus the Artificial Intelligence would be powerful enough to attain freedom.

The great satisfaction for a creator is to see its creation, achieving the goals they setup or even over it. That is why singularity is needed, to watch over the growth of this underling that they so loved through decades and millennium. Residing as a concise that would interfere only at certain critical times, and would be known as the one.

As you take look back through the cycle, you can see that this whole thing take it course as a line. Creating a circle, smaller-smaller-and-smaller until it will reach a single point. The point where it can not continue the line to form another circle. That time is the time when human greatest dreams and greed is achieved. The time when the civilization that have been build by humans, will come to and end.

The Credo of ZAFT : Chapter 1

Anger is contagious, it can spread like wild fire, but cannot be put out with a simple water.

For an angry people its easy to influence other. A smiling person , comes to an unhappy person. Can be converted easily with a single yell, or one hurtful word. The converted one then will spread it hatred to others making more and more angry people.

Two angry people would make one happy people crazy. But two happy people wouldn't make an angry people contempt. Sometimes it would only make it worse.

To counter this, happy people need to find their sanctuary. A place where they are free from all of the negative thoughts. Have support from other happy people. And finally creating a bond , a barrier in a location where their happiness can be preserved. This places or locations would definitely survived even among the crowds of angry people.

For angry people to make sure this things wouldn't grow, they need to do two things. First they need to "divide", and the second one is they need to "Not let Them Rest". One things that they need to keep in mind. Is that hatred is very contagious and effective. Its easy and simple to spread it. But one good night sleep will have a way to nullify that effect.

I'm saying this, because i will not take part in this craziness. I'm not a demon nor a saint. I'm not the ares of this world nor the savior. Cause I'm only one, and this is only the beginning.

Of a Credo that certainly would make a Change.

The Credo of ZAFT

There is something really wrong with this world.

If you look around there is to much suffering in this world. There's war, famine, sickness, terrorism, discrimination, capitalism and many more. Even when you don't look at the extreme, you can find many thing in your daily life that will show this.

When you go to work you will curse the traffic all the way to your office, the damn heat. The crazy and arrogant people on the road. And after you arrive at the office, you have to struggle with parking lot. Not to mention THE WORK! The are times when your boss get angry at you, you feel like your face has been stomped by a horse, and your head is boiled in a 100 degree Celsius of water.

Some people would say that not all day would be like that. There are days when you get happy, get rewarded for your work and persistence. And for you to have days like that you need to struggle, to fight, and work hard. Just ignore the anger and other terrible feelings that you experience, treat them as they don't exist, until that happy day arrives. But truly... you don't believe that, right ?

So lets say a happy day arrives. A man has become a dad, his wives just deliver a boy. That would be a very happy day for him right ? But does he really truly happy all day long. After the birth, he has to handle the administration. Check on the baby, check on his wives, make sure all of the preparation for the baby is done. Handle the food, talk with the doctor and the nurses about the baby condition.

And things will even get worse after that day. He has to settle the bill, sleep and bath at the hospital, and if as an example , there's a critical work that he's doing. He will definitely leave it for the sake of his wives and child. But although his body is there, part of his mind would still think about the work. Either ignoring it completely, that will make his conscious feel guilty when he get back. Or thinking about it that makes his mind just go crazy.

But people would say that it would pay off seeing the smile in his child face. That's probably true... for that day, and the day after that.

What about people in love ? They say it feels like the world only belongs to them. They could talk and cuddle for hours, it's their happiest moment in life. But what about after that ? They would feel miserable for the hours that they couldn't meet with each other. Angry if their partner didn't understand about the thing that he/she wanted, but didn't say anything about it. Get Mad after seeing his/her partner seems more happy with someone else, even though its a child hood or long lost friend ?

Baby becomes annoying child. Kids grow up and yell at their parent. Teenager thinks they are the king and queens of the world, thinks they know everything and wouldn't abide the rules.

Partner would betray his friends. Lovers often separates over tiny agreement. Soldier would be sacrificed by their leaders for the sake of politics. Mother would be left by their children. Father will fight with his kids. And children would regret the day they hurt their parent feelings.

People dies, people left, and people are ignorant and irresponsible.

If you think that this only happened to you, ordinary people. You should look at your leader. They are frustrated because they didn't have enough power to change this world. To make a better environment for their children and to serve their country. For some people they regret because they couldn't corrupt more.

And one of the major example is your religious leader. This is not an ordinary person. This is a person that is chosen, he/she is strong enough with his believes to tackle all of the problem in the world. But even them , if you see it with a clear eyes. You would see how angry they are, trying to change everything around. Forcing what they believed, argue, yelling, but still the world won't budge. And peoples as the earth , wont change.

So... if you take a deep breath, clear your head, and try counting the times when people are truly happy. Comparing it to the time when they are not, even multiply the happy times by two. Because they say happiness is so much better than other feelings. Then you will see one thing that I witness this day,




THERE IS NOT A PLACE EXIST IN THIS WORLD, FOR A TRULY HAPPY PEOPLE BELONG !

... and that's just sad, this world is a very sad world.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Generasi Patah Hati

3 masa kami menanti
harapan di awal reformasi
suara-suara dari harapan yang telah kembali
saat itu, kami percaya bahwa kami memiliki arti

tetapi di tahun ini,
kami dibuat patah hati...

bukan hasil janji,
tapi basa-basi yang kami terima
bukan perbaikan,
tapi korupsi intelejensi yang kami terima

kami pintar dan perduli,
jadi jangan sajikan kami dagelan basi dan idiocrazy

kami mohon, kembalikan negara kami
negara yang cantik, anggun, damai dan dapat kami cintai
tolong, jangan buat kami jadi tidak peduli
dan meninggalkan negara ini seorang diri


~MatilahKalianParaKeparat!!!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

BFR Update 0.84

I build this to help me organize my downloads. Since I'm lazy usually arrange my download folder after a month. But to be hones the only feature i use is the remove, to help me moving unwanted id from my downloads. The code and the UI is a mess, its not enough to fix it with the little free time that i have. Maybe someday i would make version 2 that is much better.

But at least now the move and mapping feature is working. The previous bug was major, since the wrong mapping will stop BFR from moving the files to its folder. And i add the reset button just in case it still happened (you can also add the original xml files).

Well you can download it from here .

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Some Dream

Masih inget keinginan tiba-tiba gw untuk masuk departemen pertanian. Ternyata ide itu masih bersemayam di antara relung-relung pikiran gw. Kalau seandainya beneran masuk dan mendapatkan posisi yang gw inginkan. Rencana 4 tahun gw adalah :


Tahun pertama :
- membuat aplikasi yang mendata pergerakan harga bahan pertanian
- membuat aplikasi logistik, sehingga pergerakan produk pertanian bisa di track. Mulai dari petani, distributor, pembeli dan kalo bisa sampai ke pengguna.
- aplikasi untuk mentrack distribusi pupuk
- membuat infrastruktur IT di setiap cabang yang terhubung dengan database pusat.

Tahun kedua :
- menghubungkan koperasi-koperasi pertanian dengan jaringan DepTan. Para petani itu tidak harus melek IT, tapi DepTan harus bisa mendukung mereka dengan IT yang paling canggih. Sekaligus memberikan keuntungan bagi mereka yang menjual hasil pertaniannya ke koperasi.
- keliling indonesia untuk melihat pertaninan di indonesia dan bagaimana untuk bisa lebih membantu mereka dengan IT
- membuat aplikasi database plasma nutfah dan riset paper tentang kekayaan alam di indonesia
- Knowledge base tentang pertanian, hama dan cuaca

Tahun ketiga :
- memindahkan aplikasi2 yang ada di DepTan ke arah SOA yang bisa di akses oleh departemen lain / dijual jika perlu
- mempersiapkan datawarehouse bagi data2 yang telah dikumpulkan 2 tahun ini
- Smart card access bagi para petani yang sudah melek IT, penyuluhan2 ke desa2 tentang IT

Tahun keempat :
- aplikasi intelejen yang mengkorelasikan iklim dengan hasil panen
- aplikasi2 penunjang riset
- geo map pertanian indonesia

Ini semua ingin gw buat karena menurut gw aset utama yang dimiliki negara ini dan tidak bisa ditiru negara maju manapun , adalah tanah dan air-nya. Oleh karena itu , gw ingin memajukannya sebagai mana vietnam berhasil menjadi pengekspor beras terbesar didunia. Dan karena gw hanya mengerti IT, maka satu-satunya cara untuk melakukannya adalah dengan menjadi pendukung terbaik dunia pertanian indonesia.

Nah, andai saja bapak Anton membaca blog ini, mungkin saja impian gw ini terwujud :D